Been back home quite a while now, and things are starting to fall into place.
Am still waiting for things over there to get organized, once when they are done and I have everything in my hands only then I can go ahead with my plans. As for now, I'm still considering my options...
Funny that I had come to almost the same crossroad in my life like before I left 6 years ago. Diverging roads that are so very different (but both equally important!), and if chosen incorrectly the path that I'm gonna be walking through might not be the right one for me.
Istikharah, istikharah, istikharah.
When one has no idea which one to choose, there's no better way than to leave it all in the hands of the almighty Allah. Only He knows what's best for me, my family and my future.
Ya Allah, Yang Maha Berkuasa dan Maha Mengetahui, sesungguhnya hidupku dan matiku hanyalah untuk Mu, bukakanlah pintu hatiku untuk menerima petunjuk Mu Ya Allah. Aku redha Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim, amin...
Still here. Still trying to tie up lose ends. Still in the process of packing up 6 years worth of memories before heading home for good.
Had a recent conversation with mom that went like this...
Me: Tahun ni banyak ke buat kuih raya? Mak: Alah, kuih tunjuk2 je. Takde masa nak buat la. Ada dekat 20++ jenis rasanya, cukuplah tu.. Me: Hah banyaknya! Nape tak pos kat sini sikit? *dgn nada gurau* Mak: Eh, ha ah ek, LUPA pulak anak mak sorang tu raya kat sana tahun ni! Memang TAK TERINGAT LANGSUNG lah yang. Sori.. Me: *aduih, sampai hati..*
Spring is here at last! The cold/sunny/snowy weather this past week has been a real pain in the butt I tell ya. One minute it was sunny and windy, the next minute it started snowing! Darn weird it was. Skang ni banyak ler komen, lepas ni ntah-ntah rindu pulak weather kat sini bila balik Msia, huhu..
Gedebak-gedebuk it's already March; the graduation day and the license exam are just in a few months time! How time flies...and it's kind of a l'il bit scary when I start to think about what will my future be after this. Hopefully I'll make the right choices and be able to fulfill my dreams, insyaallah....
And speaking of dreams, I've been having real weird ones lately. Entah apa-apa entah, merepek je jalan citer dia. Banyak asid dalam badan ni kot, isk isk isk...
The arrival of 2010 was celebrated in a very quiet manner, just dinner and hanging out with close friends. Heard the fireworks outside but it was too foggy to see anything and plus it was too cold to go out anyways. So we opted to welcome the new year at my place.
I have stopped making any new year's resolutions since, ermmm forever I think, but surprisingly this year it was as if something clicked in my brain and unconsciously I began to promise myself to try doing things that I've been wanting to do and to look forward to the future instead of keep looking back at the past. It was nothing specific actually, just little little things that I know I need to change/accomplish in my life so that it would be improved for the better. Well, the aim here is to TRY, we'll see how well that'll go shall we...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
May 2010 be a prosperous year for us all..
p/s: I've finally managed to sort out all my friend's request on FB that I've been neglecting because I really dunno where they all came from. Aduhai, kelakar la pulak bila ada budak baru lepas spm antar msg nak berkenalan hanya selepas tgk gambar profile tu. Dik oii, gi sambung belajor dulu lah ya...
One of my favourite songs from The Corrs. I love their unplugged versions. Listening to this sure does brings out a lot of memories...
Apa jadi dgn diorang ek sekarang ni? Apa-apa pun, jom layannn... ^_^
You're only just a dreamboat Sailing in my head You swim my secret oceans Of coral blue and red Your smell is incense burning Your touch is silken yet It reaches through my skin And moving from within It clutches at my breast
But it's only when I sleep See you in my dreams You got me spinning round and round Turning upside-down But I only hear you breathe
Somewhere in my sleep Got me spinning round and round Turning upside-down But its only when I sleep
And when I wake from slumber Your shadow's disappear Your breath is just a sea mist Surrounding my body I'm workin' through the daytime But when it's time to rest I'm lying in my bed Listening to my breath Falling from the edge
But it's only when I sleep See you in my dreams, (dreams) You got me spinning round and round Turning upside-down But I only hear you breathe Somewhere in my sleep, (in my sleep) Got me spinning round and round Turning upside-down But its only when I sleep It's only when I sleep
[Sharon & Andrea solo]
Up to the sky Where angels fly I'll never die Hawaiian High In bed I lie No need to cry My sleeping cry Hawaiian High
It's reaching through my skin Movin' from within And clutches at my breasts...
But it's only when I sleep... See you in my dreams, (dreams) You got me spinning round and round Turning upside-down But I only hear you breathe
In bed I lie No need to cry My sleeping cry Hawaiian High
But it's only when I sleep Got me spinning round and round (Turning upside-down)
Up to the sky Where angels fly I'll never die Hawaiian High